There are many nights when you just cant sleep. You might be playing the same song over and again, the same old messages on phone might have been read or may be your stories , dat fav. book or site opened up again .. Then mostly it so happens you go introspecting or you start remembering the moments. It so happens that the page of the book remains open for minutes and you are thinking, may be of somebody or about your own actions you took in the past, those very nice moments you hav spent with your family or friends or (if applicable) with your special someone.
This silence of night makes you think, gives you time to have for your hobbies, for your own self. These are very special at least for me who has always taken firm decisions in these nights, rebuked herself for wrong behaviours, introspected a lot or worked in these nights as well.
The exam days' night when i studied with different phases. The first was uptil when di and bro n friends studied when I used to enjoy watching them study in my breaks, when we fought, when we all insisted didi to make "chai", "maggi" Eating the maggi , sitting in the verandah and den sayin "Lets sleep, ab kal dekhi jayegi"
Then was the second phase when i studied alone, the first night when I made coffee as chai i.e. water + milk + coffee.. ;(.... The studies were boring then, usually difficult to be alone n studying , dat was schul.
Then there came third phase the college one, studying alone still but having friends texting all tym "jagging" or "kitna padha???", "wake @ 5 or i m fail"............. ;););) This is really awesome, all go on saying full night "Nothing possible, nobody can save me" and then reaching the college, asking everyone"i told you to study this question, did u??"
When exams over , then in the nyts thinking ohh now wat? In these nights making assignments , music, games, articles, gift plans for friends all goes on and on...... The nights are special for me, for many I think. After the day's work or no work (for students like me those who don't study dat much) ,we actually get down to ourself or start conversing with our confided ones about various topics at length. These conversations are life-changing events, these long night talks eventually bring out the best analysis of our personalities, of all the circumstances, of all the deadlocks around you. Those heart-to-heart talks with sibling or parents or friends bring out your actual self, resolve your problems and you feel clear from mind and lighthearted. The late night maggie parties are the most awaited ones when we actually do masti apart from talking and then suddenly elders coming and yelling "Sleep!!! Shouting at this hour???"
This talking is one part but then there are nights when we actually feel alone, pained, all-alone in the world, feeling desolated. These are the moments of anguish, of pain, chilled inside heart ... It is in these nights we remember broken relationships or past which has pained us....... These are the sleepless lonely crying nights. The stars seem to feel sad with ourself, moon becomes a symbol of pain. It is in these nights we become emotional, we cry, we try ................to understand the situations, to calm ourself, to become normal but all in vain.
The nights are special to me... really dear.... remembering the song "Raat hamari toh chand ki saheli h, kitne dino k baad aayi wo akeli h"... Ohhhhhh how could i forget the Music??????? yes, the most important part of night whether you talk or enjoy or introspect or study this is always on. my best companion of the night, music , in the form of youtube or radio or my phone .. its always der .. Thank you music, for being with me.
Well the talk is endless, because I do every good talk in the night only ...................
People say get up early.. ur day will be good.. I say nights are my companions, they hav made my days..
Love u night, love u darkness......
This silence of night makes you think, gives you time to have for your hobbies, for your own self. These are very special at least for me who has always taken firm decisions in these nights, rebuked herself for wrong behaviours, introspected a lot or worked in these nights as well.
The exam days' night when i studied with different phases. The first was uptil when di and bro n friends studied when I used to enjoy watching them study in my breaks, when we fought, when we all insisted didi to make "chai", "maggi" Eating the maggi , sitting in the verandah and den sayin "Lets sleep, ab kal dekhi jayegi"
Then was the second phase when i studied alone, the first night when I made coffee as chai i.e. water + milk + coffee.. ;(.... The studies were boring then, usually difficult to be alone n studying , dat was schul.
Then there came third phase the college one, studying alone still but having friends texting all tym "jagging" or "kitna padha???", "wake @ 5 or i m fail"............. ;););) This is really awesome, all go on saying full night "Nothing possible, nobody can save me" and then reaching the college, asking everyone"i told you to study this question, did u??"
When exams over , then in the nyts thinking ohh now wat? In these nights making assignments , music, games, articles, gift plans for friends all goes on and on...... The nights are special for me, for many I think. After the day's work or no work (for students like me those who don't study dat much) ,we actually get down to ourself or start conversing with our confided ones about various topics at length. These conversations are life-changing events, these long night talks eventually bring out the best analysis of our personalities, of all the circumstances, of all the deadlocks around you. Those heart-to-heart talks with sibling or parents or friends bring out your actual self, resolve your problems and you feel clear from mind and lighthearted. The late night maggie parties are the most awaited ones when we actually do masti apart from talking and then suddenly elders coming and yelling "Sleep!!! Shouting at this hour???"
This talking is one part but then there are nights when we actually feel alone, pained, all-alone in the world, feeling desolated. These are the moments of anguish, of pain, chilled inside heart ... It is in these nights we remember broken relationships or past which has pained us....... These are the sleepless lonely crying nights. The stars seem to feel sad with ourself, moon becomes a symbol of pain. It is in these nights we become emotional, we cry, we try ................to understand the situations, to calm ourself, to become normal but all in vain.
The nights are special to me... really dear.... remembering the song "Raat hamari toh chand ki saheli h, kitne dino k baad aayi wo akeli h"... Ohhhhhh how could i forget the Music??????? yes, the most important part of night whether you talk or enjoy or introspect or study this is always on. my best companion of the night, music , in the form of youtube or radio or my phone .. its always der .. Thank you music, for being with me.
Well the talk is endless, because I do every good talk in the night only ...................
People say get up early.. ur day will be good.. I say nights are my companions, they hav made my days..
Love u night, love u darkness......
