mera mood mood , tera kuch nhi!!! (Only I have problems, you have none!!!!)

Why do people forget that everyone has some problem or the other. They are not the only ones who are cursed in this cruel world. In the first place I do not understand that if they do not have the intention to share then why do they show their frown faces ??????
This is one side of the view for me. On the other side with my closest friend I am angry that he was not there to listen when I was in so much pain!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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I suppose this is a human tendency to go on with such issues that they always think their grief is much more than the other. I will not try to defend myself by saying that I cried a lot and am always alone whenever I need a friend ....it is all bull shit.

But I don't understand why this happens ??? Why at times we are unable to understand the problem of the other. The answer can be love with the closed ones in this case of mine not talking to him. But again in the first case of people becoming angry to strangers is inexplicable to me still. Why do we become angry to strangers or the people with whom we can't share our own grief??? What have they done to you?? They didn't generate the curse for you neither they did provoke you to share with them. Then why so much anger or so frowned face to them??

If you don't want to share in the first place don't come into the public and make it a PDG (public display of grief)!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Keep your griefs to your inner self and behave in a normal way with the surrounding people if you want to come to public. There is already enough trouble in this world, people are already so tensed with their own problems, then why do you increase the tension. Not all the people (even your acquaintances and sometimes friends) are having the patience to bear and hear more troubles.

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P.S. Forget your problems and try to smile , you don't own all the problems in this world. Also when you will smile continuously, may be it will become habit and sadness will actually run away from you.

a suggestion....

the moments keep rewinding in life,
things keep on changing their stride.

life comes to take a whole turn
some moments never return

live them with a zeal
save them in your eyes like a reel

they will not return how so much you try
there is no use even if you cry

start living moments from today
if you have not at least start keeping your troubles at bay
so that your heart is open for new memory
remember these will not be erased with emery 

and then whenever your life flashes in the mind
you will have to stop yourselves from forgetting present and getting bind

How these relationships develop???

Fist they were not even ready to come out..then started coming to eat (as for the personal interest) and now they start playing as soon as I go and sometimes it even seems to me that as if they are waiting for me............


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This is the context of the six small puppies here at my university. They live in the bushes under their shades and never dare to come out. Very small, so delicate these puppies are, it sometimes that even by a touch they are afraid. The lines above describe my relationship with them.

And with this I started thinking about how human relationships develop and prosper. At the same time also about what is the difference between developing relationships with pets and humans.

I could get one thing, all these relationships start with some kind of personal benefit to one party and then for the selfless satisfaction of the heart and soul. But why do the relationships with humans fail and with pets it continues even you do not feed them.

Perhaps humans continuously want self benefits and as soon as this comes to an end, sooner or later the relationships vanish. Then the friends turn to acquaintances and sometimes even to the state of being strangers!!!!!!!!!!!!

There are many incidences when such people come into your contact, they complete their selfish motives and then leave you. Now the question is what to do if you come to know that these relationships are mean and will last only till the purpose of the other is served. Should we continue or should we stop or should we start calculating our own profits from the relationship??The question is a queer one and I have not got any answers to it.

As far as I am concerned I generally behave in a normal way as I would even if knowing that the person is just fulfilling his self-interest with me. But somehow I have not got the ability to hide the fact that "Hey Mr I know your inner motives" look should be curtailed. It somehow appears in my actions and gestures which should be curtailed. I am trying to work for it and will advise the same to you my dear friend. But yes one thing is for sure though I make the person realize but I never ever ignore his/her work,

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As the destiny says.........

karm kar phal ki ichhchhha mat kar..

Do your work and forget about the fruits....:)

Inner self

It happens when you are unable to share much of your mind since months and suddenly you get a chance to talk your heart out to your dearest friend. My coolest friend forever, he makes me laugh, cry, smile, outcry, naughty, weird and all of the above myself.

It was sudden that we both were in the same city and could meet after about five months. I loved talking my heart out, felt satisfied and it felt like after such a long time my silence was heard. No words for these meetings, we leave each other for the hope of next meeting, not knowing when it will be next? There is always an anxiety, anger, talk, fights to be continued but when you meet, it all disappears, you are calm, cool and yourself. You feel words are a formality and your expressions are everything.

Its like a smile unstoppable, a river flowing at ease, the eternity of morning dew on a leaf and the purity of a child's words. You leave the world for that one meeting, all your sorrows come to your mouth easily which had not found a way of your face and expressions since long. The moments even if of short duration feel eternal and after the meeting you feel light-headed and even though your pains are same you are at an ease.

I think that's the magic of a friend. thank you my sweety. :)