Placed.............

What exactly it feels like  to have a job? I always thought great. But whoaaaaa.... it pained a lot, something creepy happened, couldn't smile, dese friendssssssss, my God, they make u cry, feel sad and what not.
In d college @ night 2 results declared, couln't laugh or smile , just some pain dat he/she wasn't selected. Some who got success, hugged each other, some unselected ones, couldn't actually control , cried!!!!!!
Mixed up, messed up, that one moment of declaration had changed the scenario.

Scenario changed....
Reached home, mum, pa, sis all happy, A sense of responsibility, a sense of goodness prevails, but at the same time can't explain what is missing, actually its the tension for friends.

"Whatever happens, happens for good."

I am waiting for that good , for that real good thing to happen. The job is a good thing but i am searching real happiness, feeling of achievement , have got a tinge of it.