Hope

Here I sit down again to write down something. I don't know what, just that it may take away a little of the pain, a little of tiredness out of me. Writing, why is it good??? I don't know. Isolation also seems good. I feel nothing, rather trying not to feel. After a long time, rejoined with music, I am loving it. At least it distracts me for some time.
The sooner you let these hearts beat together, the sooner you know this love is forever.... in the same way the sooner u accept this fact that u are out of home, the sooner ur problems will be solved..Yupp for all home-sicks like me .....I can say Koi ni Koi ni.......try bear out all the pains yourself. I know there is nobody to laugh, scream, shout, love, do ur style masti...everything remains formal. There is so much sugar involved in everything.
Hum jo chalne lage, chalne lage hain ye rasteeee........ lets hope, lets just hope mere raasste b chal paden.
People say tune hme itna samjhaya hai aur aaj tu............ yes I am behaving in all the irrational behaviors and for all sanity I know its wrong, but I am helpless now..
When I become helpless, there is this peculiar tendency to leave everything to that Almighty, and I am exactly doing this. Hope is the only rope............